So hey
I am Kaytelynne and I have returned.... again
but this time for good. I hope *fingers crossed*
First time, I had my laptop taken away because I was doing very poorly in one of my classes! I got that back for like.. 2 or 3 days before the second time...
When my laptop like busted. Screen went black. Nothing was happening. Sent it to the peeps, and now I got it back this morning. And it's working good as new! Hopefully this me-missing-for-weeks crap is finally over. So now it's November yet again. I went out to a friends for Halloween and there was so many treats! Pretty sure I'm diabetic now lololol. It was my first time bobbing for apples. I thought they only did that in movies... Oh
And suddenly we're talking a lot about college at school. I'm in my last year and we're getting around the time where we need to apply. Scary. Though me and James have a route we think we'll be taking after high school, we may go to college someday. So we're briefly taking a look at some of them and have a few ideas. What we'll be doing after high school isn't set in stone yet because there is a ton of steps we need to take in order to do it! But we haven't really told anyone other then maybe 4 people about this plan. In time, my friends.
And I'm really hungry right now. And it's Sunday. I want some Sunday bacon. Maybe me and James will make it for like dinner or something haha. I'm going over later. Still get anxious for people in Mississauga to put up their Christmas lights. A little early? I don't think so!
I am trying to make this post nice and long so that you guys can have that Kaytebob void in your heart ALL FILLED UP! I'll also have to apologize to my followers on Twitter after this. Oooooops! And where is Ressel? Or even Tella for that matter. NEITHER OF THEM ARE AWAKE AND I HAVEN'T TALKED TO THEM IN A LONG TIME. WAKE UP TELLLLAAAAAAAA
I can't wait for Christmas! Soooo much funnnnnn. I can't wait for turkey, and fooood, and stuffing, mmmm. And Bella is leaving Canada in 8 months :( Why Bella. WHy. I've also been working a bit and getting some cash flow and spending it like CRAYZAY. But I truly need to save a good chunk of it for *insert plan after high school*. So I've been spending what I haven't been saving heheheheheh.
I still don't think this is long enough. I'm trying to think of things to talk about but it's like WHAT. I'm doing pretty well in school though! :D
I guess that is all folks
Have a nice day
Smile
And don't wet the bed.
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Saturday, October 13, 2012
I'M AN AMERICAN EAGLE
So yeah
I've been dating my boyfriend for nearly 2 years. Well more specifically, almost 22 months! On the 22nd! NICE.
I love that guy! He makes me happy.
I can't wait for Christmas and Christmas lights. I love James' family! We don't know what we'll be doing for Christmas this year but he says he has some ideas, since we'll be celebrating our 2 years anniversary a few days before Christmas. I'm nervous
He won't tell me what he has planned for our anniversary. It's going to be super special. <3
And I don't know what to get him for Christmas because he hasn't told me anything good! JAMES WHY. JUST TELL ME SOMETHING YOU WANT FOR GOODNESS SAKES.
But HEY I GOT A JOB! AT AMERICAN EAGLE. I'VE BEEN NERVOUS. IT'S REALLY WEIRD HAVING MY FIRST JOB. BUT EXCITING BECAUSE EVERYONE'S SO PROUD OF ME. YAYYYY
AND IT'S WEIRD HAVING TO WORK. LIKE I'M NOT USED TO THIS KIND OF LIFESTYLE. I'D MUCH RATHER STAY HOME AND TALK TO MY BESTIE RESSEL. YEP, SHOUT OUT TO YOU RESSEL. LOVE YA MAN.
I guess this is the end of my post. I shall blog later.
PS when the heck is Bella gonna finish her 5th record? Jeepers.
Alright bye
Love always,
Kaytelynne. <3
I've been dating my boyfriend for nearly 2 years. Well more specifically, almost 22 months! On the 22nd! NICE.
I love that guy! He makes me happy.
I can't wait for Christmas and Christmas lights. I love James' family! We don't know what we'll be doing for Christmas this year but he says he has some ideas, since we'll be celebrating our 2 years anniversary a few days before Christmas. I'm nervous
He won't tell me what he has planned for our anniversary. It's going to be super special. <3
And I don't know what to get him for Christmas because he hasn't told me anything good! JAMES WHY. JUST TELL ME SOMETHING YOU WANT FOR GOODNESS SAKES.
But HEY I GOT A JOB! AT AMERICAN EAGLE. I'VE BEEN NERVOUS. IT'S REALLY WEIRD HAVING MY FIRST JOB. BUT EXCITING BECAUSE EVERYONE'S SO PROUD OF ME. YAYYYY
AND IT'S WEIRD HAVING TO WORK. LIKE I'M NOT USED TO THIS KIND OF LIFESTYLE. I'D MUCH RATHER STAY HOME AND TALK TO MY BESTIE RESSEL. YEP, SHOUT OUT TO YOU RESSEL. LOVE YA MAN.
I guess this is the end of my post. I shall blog later.
PS when the heck is Bella gonna finish her 5th record? Jeepers.
Alright bye
Love always,
Kaytelynne. <3
Thursday, September 27, 2012
My life
Yeah so. Things have been. I don't even know how to describe it. They just aren't good right now.
I am feeling very very guilty about a lot of just dumb stuff that I shouldn't be and ah. It's just stressful at the moment and it's a weight that I carry around with me.
This is a short post. But bleh. It's just kinda how things are going as of right now. I'm trying to hold it together
I know it'll take some time to figure out and get through. Hope things are going well for all of you.
Love you guys.
Kaytelynne.
I am feeling very very guilty about a lot of just dumb stuff that I shouldn't be and ah. It's just stressful at the moment and it's a weight that I carry around with me.
This is a short post. But bleh. It's just kinda how things are going as of right now. I'm trying to hold it together
I know it'll take some time to figure out and get through. Hope things are going well for all of you.
Love you guys.
Kaytelynne.
Thursday, August 16, 2012
SURPASSED THE 750 MARK.
SO GUYS. THERE ARE NOW OFFICIALLY 753 OF YOU! I COULDN'T BE MORE HAPPY THAT MY BLOG HAS GOTTEN THIS FAR IN TWO YEARS. IT'S SO AMAZING THAT YOU GUYS ARE SO LOVELY TO ME AND HAVE BEEN WITH ME ON THIS CRAZY JOURNEY FOR SO LONG! Anyways, I wanted to make a post because obviously I've hit such an awesome goal! It's not about numbers, or how popular my blog is. Obviously yes I would like to know there's a lot of you out there reading all of these things about my life and things of that nature, but I feel like you guys are my family, and my friends! And I love you guys, and appreciate you guys! :)
But anyways. Today I spent my day with James and we just had a lovely time. We were going to go to the beach but realized there was no vehicle available today to do so! So we just spent the day at his place, and we went for a walk, got dinner, and just spent the day together and had a pretty perfect time <3
We're nearly at 20 months together! That's SO long! I'm so so excited. <3 It's my turn again to pick what we're doing and I'M SO STOKED! But he promised to pick our 2 year activities. :')
That's one thing I DEFINITELY cannot wait for.
I don't know. Things just feel alright. They feel good. Like I've had a lot of crappy things happen to me this summer, but I've also had a ton of GREAT things happen to me this summer. And that's really awesome. Some people are struggling, some people are fighting, and I don't know, I just feel like you guys should know that I'm here! And maybe I haven't been through exactly what you have, or what you are, but I am always here to talk to you guys! I get a good amount of messages from you guys! And that's awesome! So keep them coming and don't be afraid! I'll be here for whatever you may need! Always! I promise.
But, next time, since lately I've been getting REALLY GOOD questions for Bella that you guys have been sending me, I will use them in my next blog post! Which COULD be tomorrow! So stay tuned for that guys. Keep the questions coming! WHATEVER you guys wanna know! I'll hopefully make it a long one!
Until then! Have a good night! <3
Love always,
Kaytelynne. <3
But anyways. Today I spent my day with James and we just had a lovely time. We were going to go to the beach but realized there was no vehicle available today to do so! So we just spent the day at his place, and we went for a walk, got dinner, and just spent the day together and had a pretty perfect time <3
We're nearly at 20 months together! That's SO long! I'm so so excited. <3 It's my turn again to pick what we're doing and I'M SO STOKED! But he promised to pick our 2 year activities. :')
That's one thing I DEFINITELY cannot wait for.
I don't know. Things just feel alright. They feel good. Like I've had a lot of crappy things happen to me this summer, but I've also had a ton of GREAT things happen to me this summer. And that's really awesome. Some people are struggling, some people are fighting, and I don't know, I just feel like you guys should know that I'm here! And maybe I haven't been through exactly what you have, or what you are, but I am always here to talk to you guys! I get a good amount of messages from you guys! And that's awesome! So keep them coming and don't be afraid! I'll be here for whatever you may need! Always! I promise.
But, next time, since lately I've been getting REALLY GOOD questions for Bella that you guys have been sending me, I will use them in my next blog post! Which COULD be tomorrow! So stay tuned for that guys. Keep the questions coming! WHATEVER you guys wanna know! I'll hopefully make it a long one!
Until then! Have a good night! <3
Love always,
Kaytelynne. <3
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Well it's August.
Hi kids!
It's Kaytelynne. I am just hanging at my house with my cute little boyfriend James and we're watching the Olympics closing ceremony. That was fast. I watched a bunch of it but didn't really care because ya'know. I just don't. Well, James has been making me because he really likes watching them for some strange reason. And I am pretty sure his dad's parents are from England! Cool huh!
And then his mother is Canadian. Like she should be. ;)
But anyway, we spent the day together and made-up from the day before which we had a fight, but I won't go into detail about that because it's all over now!
But oh my goodness I almost have 750 readers! Yes! You guys are awesome! I can't thank you enough and tell you how much I appreciate it! Makes me feel loved <3
And I love you guys too.
But! I'm kinda getting used to Damen not being here! And him turning 19! We had a bash at our place for him with all of his friends and our family and it was really fun! He's preparing for college and he's gonna do really well! And I'm going into my last year of high school and I am truly worried but excited. I mean it's awesome because it's A NEW YEAR, and NEW FRIENDS, and NEW MEMORIES, and my last chance to see a lot of these people! I actually love back to school shopping, not gonna lie. Haha.
PS- way to go America on your win! I'm not sure what place Canada came in. But I mean, we deserve to win. We're cool people. Eh? But we'll do EXTREMELY well in the winter olympics. For sure. It's basically our specialty! ;)
I can't wait for Christmas lights! Me and James will go for lots of walks. Because ya know, that's how we began pretty much! And I just loooooooove Christmas lights!
Hmm, what else is going on right now.. Well I guess that I should be needing to get a job soon! I mean I'm already 17 and not getting any younger! I must do this. And I must get a cellphone because I feel disgraceful hahaha.
Anyways, I must be ending this blog. But thanks for reading, all 744 of you! Keep sharing and telling your friends about my blog! Means so much to me! <3
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
It's Kaytelynne. I am just hanging at my house with my cute little boyfriend James and we're watching the Olympics closing ceremony. That was fast. I watched a bunch of it but didn't really care because ya'know. I just don't. Well, James has been making me because he really likes watching them for some strange reason. And I am pretty sure his dad's parents are from England! Cool huh!
And then his mother is Canadian. Like she should be. ;)
But anyway, we spent the day together and made-up from the day before which we had a fight, but I won't go into detail about that because it's all over now!
But oh my goodness I almost have 750 readers! Yes! You guys are awesome! I can't thank you enough and tell you how much I appreciate it! Makes me feel loved <3
And I love you guys too.
But! I'm kinda getting used to Damen not being here! And him turning 19! We had a bash at our place for him with all of his friends and our family and it was really fun! He's preparing for college and he's gonna do really well! And I'm going into my last year of high school and I am truly worried but excited. I mean it's awesome because it's A NEW YEAR, and NEW FRIENDS, and NEW MEMORIES, and my last chance to see a lot of these people! I actually love back to school shopping, not gonna lie. Haha.
PS- way to go America on your win! I'm not sure what place Canada came in. But I mean, we deserve to win. We're cool people. Eh? But we'll do EXTREMELY well in the winter olympics. For sure. It's basically our specialty! ;)
I can't wait for Christmas lights! Me and James will go for lots of walks. Because ya know, that's how we began pretty much! And I just loooooooove Christmas lights!
Hmm, what else is going on right now.. Well I guess that I should be needing to get a job soon! I mean I'm already 17 and not getting any younger! I must do this. And I must get a cellphone because I feel disgraceful hahaha.
Anyways, I must be ending this blog. But thanks for reading, all 744 of you! Keep sharing and telling your friends about my blog! Means so much to me! <3
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Friday, July 27, 2012
And so she has returned
Hi amigos! It's been a couple weeks again since I last posted, mostly because stuff in life has gotten way in the way and I am SOOO sorry for that! Things will for sure change. I promise. But here and now I've had a ton of requests for a Bella interview since Of the Seas was finished in May. And she and myself both agree you are definitely deserving of one! So here we go!
Question 1: Can we confirm that you have written songs since the completion of your record Of the Seas?
I always write songs! Always always. Even just little lyric ideas or maybe only half a song or just a verse, you know, or full songs that just wont get put into a record or ever go anywhere or I just don't think are very good. I have TONS of songs everywhere that I write before and during and after each record.
Question 2: Is it safe to ask if you have started a next record yet? And why or why not?
Truthfully no I have not started a record yet! I think that's what I will do next and very soon to be quite frank. But I don't want to think too hard or not enough about what the purpose of it will be so when it's the right moment, I'll start the record. :)
Question 3: On average, how many full songs have you written that haven't made it into the records?
Well the VERY FIRST song I wrote made it into TFOM, but I have written 67 songs in 4 records. I would say around a little over 100 songs I have fully completed that haven't made it into a record.
Question 4: What was it like, and what was the story and process going through the ending of The Horror to the beginning of Of The Seas?
Very difficult! It was the hardest thing for me in my whole musical path. I was so dumbfounded and confused. Like the hole of creativity I had been digging from since my first record, I got all the best stuff but the very worst experiences from the last of it. So at the end of The Horror, I was really tired. I said to myself, "Where do I go from here? There's nothing left" I see it now as I had to move on to a completely different place and start completely new. So that's what I did with OTS. It took so long to get used to and it truly takes time to initiate and complete change. So it has all been a struggle.
Question 5: What would you say is the biggest inspiration in your life since Of The Seas, and why? And how does it affect your life and your musical path?
Well. It's a person actually. A person I treasure with all my heart. I think part of the reason I had to start digging in a new place, was that destiny knew my story was taking a different direction at this point. It knew that I would no longer be alone and I would have someone to share all my thoughts and feelings with. Someone to count on. The one that I had been waiting for all these years. I've written loads and loads of songs about him, and have actually wrote a few with him! He makes my life better and great everyday and has taken it in a really positive direction and I can't thank him enough. He has so much grade and patience in his heart and is the best thing about me. So if you're reading this my love.. Thank you. And I love you.
WELL THAT'S IT FOR TODAY FOLKS HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR READ. NEXT TIME I THINK I'M GOING TO INTERVIEW THIS MYSTERY MAN HERE! SO UNTIL THEN. HAVE A LOVELY NIGHT!
LOVE ALWAYS,
KAYTELYNNE.
Question 1: Can we confirm that you have written songs since the completion of your record Of the Seas?
I always write songs! Always always. Even just little lyric ideas or maybe only half a song or just a verse, you know, or full songs that just wont get put into a record or ever go anywhere or I just don't think are very good. I have TONS of songs everywhere that I write before and during and after each record.
Question 2: Is it safe to ask if you have started a next record yet? And why or why not?
Truthfully no I have not started a record yet! I think that's what I will do next and very soon to be quite frank. But I don't want to think too hard or not enough about what the purpose of it will be so when it's the right moment, I'll start the record. :)
Question 3: On average, how many full songs have you written that haven't made it into the records?
Well the VERY FIRST song I wrote made it into TFOM, but I have written 67 songs in 4 records. I would say around a little over 100 songs I have fully completed that haven't made it into a record.
Question 4: What was it like, and what was the story and process going through the ending of The Horror to the beginning of Of The Seas?
Very difficult! It was the hardest thing for me in my whole musical path. I was so dumbfounded and confused. Like the hole of creativity I had been digging from since my first record, I got all the best stuff but the very worst experiences from the last of it. So at the end of The Horror, I was really tired. I said to myself, "Where do I go from here? There's nothing left" I see it now as I had to move on to a completely different place and start completely new. So that's what I did with OTS. It took so long to get used to and it truly takes time to initiate and complete change. So it has all been a struggle.
Question 5: What would you say is the biggest inspiration in your life since Of The Seas, and why? And how does it affect your life and your musical path?
Well. It's a person actually. A person I treasure with all my heart. I think part of the reason I had to start digging in a new place, was that destiny knew my story was taking a different direction at this point. It knew that I would no longer be alone and I would have someone to share all my thoughts and feelings with. Someone to count on. The one that I had been waiting for all these years. I've written loads and loads of songs about him, and have actually wrote a few with him! He makes my life better and great everyday and has taken it in a really positive direction and I can't thank him enough. He has so much grade and patience in his heart and is the best thing about me. So if you're reading this my love.. Thank you. And I love you.
WELL THAT'S IT FOR TODAY FOLKS HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR READ. NEXT TIME I THINK I'M GOING TO INTERVIEW THIS MYSTERY MAN HERE! SO UNTIL THEN. HAVE A LOVELY NIGHT!
LOVE ALWAYS,
KAYTELYNNE.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
So it's summer..
Hi guys! I have missed you a lot! I know I'm very hurtful for not responding to messages about me blogging and stuff and I know, it's just like last summer! I totally disappeared because I was cottaging and just taking a break from the internet and enjoying life! I'm still doing that but I've been in touch more then I was last summer!
So! Me and James celebrated our 18 months this past month and we're nearing our 19th. It's really crazy to think of how far we've come and how awesome it has been meeting him and just all of it you know?
But I've also had a lot of friends drama the past few weeks with people doubting my relationship with him and just a bunch of different things that have realy upset me because these people are supposed to be my BEST friends. So it's been disappointing. I hope this is the end of that because I don't want to lose anymore friends in the meantime.
But oh gosh, senior year. This is my last year of high school and the ways all the past years have gone, I have no idea how to predict this one at all. I know what will happen afterwards, but as for now, I can't see a thing.
And my brother moved out about a week and a half ago. I honestly miss him. I hope me and Richard can have a relationship like this someday. I don't like having him annoy me all the time and constantly fighting with him and all of that. Hopefully when he matures things will be different!
Oh and I stabbed my right hand a few days ago with a huge knife while cutting an apple. I was home alone as well so that made things difficult. It went in pretty deep and it bled a ton so the doctors thought I may have punctured the vessel and it turns out thankfully I didn't. But I can't type with that hand and can't use it because it still really hurts and I have stiches! Woohoo! What a week. AND IT'S ONLY TUESDAY. WAY TO GO KAYTELYNNE.
Oh and my favourite people Tella are leaving me next summer. But don't worry Tella. I have some surprises for you too. :)
I can't talk about that for a while because not everything is official or set in stone yet! But when I know for sure, I'll be sure to let you know. PS congratulate Tella on their engagement. Ha just kidding it's just a joke guys! But I can't wait until they're engaged. :D
But other then that, life is pretty solid. And it's a decent summer so far I guess. I need a job though haha
So I shall blog again soon my pretties!
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
So! Me and James celebrated our 18 months this past month and we're nearing our 19th. It's really crazy to think of how far we've come and how awesome it has been meeting him and just all of it you know?
But I've also had a lot of friends drama the past few weeks with people doubting my relationship with him and just a bunch of different things that have realy upset me because these people are supposed to be my BEST friends. So it's been disappointing. I hope this is the end of that because I don't want to lose anymore friends in the meantime.
But oh gosh, senior year. This is my last year of high school and the ways all the past years have gone, I have no idea how to predict this one at all. I know what will happen afterwards, but as for now, I can't see a thing.
And my brother moved out about a week and a half ago. I honestly miss him. I hope me and Richard can have a relationship like this someday. I don't like having him annoy me all the time and constantly fighting with him and all of that. Hopefully when he matures things will be different!
Oh and I stabbed my right hand a few days ago with a huge knife while cutting an apple. I was home alone as well so that made things difficult. It went in pretty deep and it bled a ton so the doctors thought I may have punctured the vessel and it turns out thankfully I didn't. But I can't type with that hand and can't use it because it still really hurts and I have stiches! Woohoo! What a week. AND IT'S ONLY TUESDAY. WAY TO GO KAYTELYNNE.
Oh and my favourite people Tella are leaving me next summer. But don't worry Tella. I have some surprises for you too. :)
I can't talk about that for a while because not everything is official or set in stone yet! But when I know for sure, I'll be sure to let you know. PS congratulate Tella on their engagement. Ha just kidding it's just a joke guys! But I can't wait until they're engaged. :D
But other then that, life is pretty solid. And it's a decent summer so far I guess. I need a job though haha
So I shall blog again soon my pretties!
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Oh my weekend
So yeah. I know that it's been a while. And my goodness I am VERY sorry about that my dears! It's a shame to use the excuse that "I've been really busy!" But honestly, I have. As lazy and anti-social I am sometimes in real life, I have had a lot to do this past little while! But that's all over now! Well, on Wednesday it will be over ;)
But um all I have to do is 2 more exams and then I'm a senior! Which is quite intimidating. It doesn't seem real either. But I have so many things coming together right now. As of this Friday, me and the wonderful James have been together a whopping 18 months! We were driven out to Brampton (Just outside of Mississauga) to a hotel where we stayed alone all weekend together and I got back about 2 hours ago. It was absolutely amazing. We did so many romantic things together. It was a pretty sunny weekend so that was a bonus. When we got there, we had dinner at this like really really fancy place where obviously James insisited on paying for everything. Then we daringly took a walk in the evening, (I say daring because Brampton is a crazy town with guns and gangs guys) but James kept me safe so it was just lovely. Then we were walking around town nearish to our hotel where we just looked at lights and such and were romantic and it was just lovely.
Then when we got back to our hotel, we ate some tasty treats and watched movies. Then we cuddled up and fell asleep. <3
On Saturday, we woke up and got ready and then ate breakast in bed! So cute. So then we went swimming at the hotel pool which was awesome and totes cute as well. By this time it was lunch, so we went to our hotel room balcony and had like sandwiches and stuff and we sat there until probably 3:30 in the afternoon just talking. And we talked about SO many things. Things that I had been wondering about, things that we were planning to do, and just had a long long talk that was well needed and deserved.
Then we went and looked at all these cool places in a part of downtown Brampton which was kinda scary but there was some awesome stuff down there! There was especially this art place we went into and we also got milkshakes! They were tasty. Then for dinner, we ordered pizza to our room to just have a chill night in, watched more movies and decided to be romantic and.. stuff.
Then today was pretty lovely too. It was all just a really lovely weekend. Can't wait until our 2 year. <3
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
But um all I have to do is 2 more exams and then I'm a senior! Which is quite intimidating. It doesn't seem real either. But I have so many things coming together right now. As of this Friday, me and the wonderful James have been together a whopping 18 months! We were driven out to Brampton (Just outside of Mississauga) to a hotel where we stayed alone all weekend together and I got back about 2 hours ago. It was absolutely amazing. We did so many romantic things together. It was a pretty sunny weekend so that was a bonus. When we got there, we had dinner at this like really really fancy place where obviously James insisited on paying for everything. Then we daringly took a walk in the evening, (I say daring because Brampton is a crazy town with guns and gangs guys) but James kept me safe so it was just lovely. Then we were walking around town nearish to our hotel where we just looked at lights and such and were romantic and it was just lovely.
Then when we got back to our hotel, we ate some tasty treats and watched movies. Then we cuddled up and fell asleep. <3
On Saturday, we woke up and got ready and then ate breakast in bed! So cute. So then we went swimming at the hotel pool which was awesome and totes cute as well. By this time it was lunch, so we went to our hotel room balcony and had like sandwiches and stuff and we sat there until probably 3:30 in the afternoon just talking. And we talked about SO many things. Things that I had been wondering about, things that we were planning to do, and just had a long long talk that was well needed and deserved.
Then we went and looked at all these cool places in a part of downtown Brampton which was kinda scary but there was some awesome stuff down there! There was especially this art place we went into and we also got milkshakes! They were tasty. Then for dinner, we ordered pizza to our room to just have a chill night in, watched more movies and decided to be romantic and.. stuff.
Then today was pretty lovely too. It was all just a really lovely weekend. Can't wait until our 2 year. <3
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Me and the Nathanson guy.
So it started September 2010 when we had our first 2 classes together. We barely spoke at first, but once we did, I was hooked. I was crushin' hardcore! We didn't really hangout outside of school but the only time we would usually talk would be in those 2 classes. Obviously my favourite two classes.
As the semester went on, I knew I had to tell this guy how I felt and I hoped that he felt the same way! Cause I mean, I wanted to make this boy mine! He is the funniest, kindest, sweetest, most romantic guy I have ever met. And so charming. So it was December and he knew at that time I had to ask him to hangout so I could try to push this relationship further! He knew I LOVED Christmas lights from the way I'd talk about being excited to see them. So he invited me to walk around his neighborhood one evening to look at Christmas lights with him, and hangout. It was awesome. I totally blushed when he asked me.
He lives a 15 minute walk from my house so we met at a place we both knew and just started walking, talking, laughing and having the best time. As it was getting late, he agreed to walk me home (such a gentlemen) and our fingers brushed. I was SO gutless so I just went for it. I grabbed his hand. And all went well. He smiled at me and interlocked our fingers. BUTTERFLIES WERE MASSIVE AT THIS MOMENT. And there was only about a 5 minute walk left to get to my house. But when we got there, we didn't want the night to end, so we sat on my step and talked for another 20 minutes. As he said he had to go, he gave me the sweetest kiss in the entire world where I knew I could hear the fireworks and sparks and everything. It was amazing.
When we saw each other the next day, the last day before holidays started, we sat together during the Christmas assembly and then he walked me home because we generally live in the same direction. When he had to go his seperate way, he said thoe most beautiful words, "Kay, will you be my Christmas miracle and do me the honor of being my girlfriend?" (He had always called me Kay. It's been a nickname since we became friends) I blushed and smiled like a dork and said yes. He kissed me on the cheek and said he would call me. I couldn't wait. I was so excited. It was the best Christmas ever.
Right now we've been dating just over 18 months. I love you James Nathanson! <3
As the semester went on, I knew I had to tell this guy how I felt and I hoped that he felt the same way! Cause I mean, I wanted to make this boy mine! He is the funniest, kindest, sweetest, most romantic guy I have ever met. And so charming. So it was December and he knew at that time I had to ask him to hangout so I could try to push this relationship further! He knew I LOVED Christmas lights from the way I'd talk about being excited to see them. So he invited me to walk around his neighborhood one evening to look at Christmas lights with him, and hangout. It was awesome. I totally blushed when he asked me.
He lives a 15 minute walk from my house so we met at a place we both knew and just started walking, talking, laughing and having the best time. As it was getting late, he agreed to walk me home (such a gentlemen) and our fingers brushed. I was SO gutless so I just went for it. I grabbed his hand. And all went well. He smiled at me and interlocked our fingers. BUTTERFLIES WERE MASSIVE AT THIS MOMENT. And there was only about a 5 minute walk left to get to my house. But when we got there, we didn't want the night to end, so we sat on my step and talked for another 20 minutes. As he said he had to go, he gave me the sweetest kiss in the entire world where I knew I could hear the fireworks and sparks and everything. It was amazing.
When we saw each other the next day, the last day before holidays started, we sat together during the Christmas assembly and then he walked me home because we generally live in the same direction. When he had to go his seperate way, he said thoe most beautiful words, "Kay, will you be my Christmas miracle and do me the honor of being my girlfriend?" (He had always called me Kay. It's been a nickname since we became friends) I blushed and smiled like a dork and said yes. He kissed me on the cheek and said he would call me. I couldn't wait. I was so excited. It was the best Christmas ever.
Right now we've been dating just over 18 months. I love you James Nathanson! <3
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
AND SHE'S BACK.
This is a interview with Bella JAM PACKED FULL OF INFO AND EVERYTHING. IT WILL GET DEEP, SO GRAB A TISSUE. I don't know why I put all of that in caps. I was just supposed to do JAM PACKED but who cares. Let's begin.
First off, congratulations on your FOURTH record!
Thank you! You know, it really feels amazing to be so supported all along this journey I've been on for a couple months longer than a year now. How I have made it staid far is courtesy to all those who cared and stuck around for me!
What would you say personally is the best thing that came out of Of The Seas?
Love. This is such a powerful record. All of the other records have strength, beauty, and honesty. But Of The Seas brings a whole new thing to the table - faith. It's the most different record so far because I feel like I started digging in one place for the past three records, and as amazing as The Horror was, it made me realized I had to fill that hole in and dig in a completely new place. And that took a lot of time too. To find my new direction and just all of it. There's a person who truly has inspired everything from the end of Of The Seas and will continue to do so for the rest of my life. It's a brilliant record.
You say you've started digging in a completely different place. Will the things you do from now on be in that same place?
You know each record has a VERY different story for each one but I took it all from the same place in my heart. With in The Horror, that finally ran dry and I realized I couldn't dig there anymore and I wasn't sure if I would be able to dig at all anymore, really. It took a good 3 months to figure things out and move on and start over. But now that I'm here, I know that I need to change my point of view each time I go into a new project. I need to remind myself of The Horror. I hope to do even better each time.
Give us a song and the story behind it.
Armed. The song Armed is about a very special person in my life. It's the first song I've written about him and little did he know until I finished the record, that he helped me write it, in a way. I have the lyric "Always will they grow stronger, never will they fall weak" which was something that he had said about us one time that I changed very slightly into lyrics. It's essentially a story how armed with strenth and love I am with him. How so very perfect he is.
What specific albums were you listening to for Of The Seas inspiration?
Definitely far too many to mention but a bunch are... Kid A, Tourist History, Mylo Xyloto, Siberia, Wasting Light, and a bunch of Copeland.
See you next time with, Bella Merryweather!
First off, congratulations on your FOURTH record!
Thank you! You know, it really feels amazing to be so supported all along this journey I've been on for a couple months longer than a year now. How I have made it staid far is courtesy to all those who cared and stuck around for me!
What would you say personally is the best thing that came out of Of The Seas?
Love. This is such a powerful record. All of the other records have strength, beauty, and honesty. But Of The Seas brings a whole new thing to the table - faith. It's the most different record so far because I feel like I started digging in one place for the past three records, and as amazing as The Horror was, it made me realized I had to fill that hole in and dig in a completely new place. And that took a lot of time too. To find my new direction and just all of it. There's a person who truly has inspired everything from the end of Of The Seas and will continue to do so for the rest of my life. It's a brilliant record.
You say you've started digging in a completely different place. Will the things you do from now on be in that same place?
You know each record has a VERY different story for each one but I took it all from the same place in my heart. With in The Horror, that finally ran dry and I realized I couldn't dig there anymore and I wasn't sure if I would be able to dig at all anymore, really. It took a good 3 months to figure things out and move on and start over. But now that I'm here, I know that I need to change my point of view each time I go into a new project. I need to remind myself of The Horror. I hope to do even better each time.
Give us a song and the story behind it.
Armed. The song Armed is about a very special person in my life. It's the first song I've written about him and little did he know until I finished the record, that he helped me write it, in a way. I have the lyric "Always will they grow stronger, never will they fall weak" which was something that he had said about us one time that I changed very slightly into lyrics. It's essentially a story how armed with strenth and love I am with him. How so very perfect he is.
What specific albums were you listening to for Of The Seas inspiration?
Definitely far too many to mention but a bunch are... Kid A, Tourist History, Mylo Xyloto, Siberia, Wasting Light, and a bunch of Copeland.
See you next time with, Bella Merryweather!
Saturday, April 28, 2012
"It feels like a new beginning"
This was the first response that I got from her when I asked what being already on her 4th record feels like.
"It feels like a new beginning."
And from the very little information that I have recieved, it very well is a new beginning for her. And I can't wait until she is finished with it.
Question 1: When did you first start your 4th record?
A: I'm pretty sure I started it in February, about the beginning of February. It's been around 3 months since I started it. And it has almost come full circle.
Question 2: How does it differ from The Horror, and all other records?
A: I went into The Horror with a 3rd record anticipation, and hopes and a big goal that I was going for. And in the end it took a completely different direction then what I wanted it to be. But I love the way it ended up. Such a strong record. It differs because it's like The Fall of Man, I had no idea what I was going into. It feels like a new beginning. And I like it that way. It has been amazing so far. It's going to be an amazing record altogether once it is finished. It sets a whole new bar in a completely different place.
Question 3: We we're all sad about Bemen finally coming to an end after 2 years, but we're ecstatic about a new relationship. What can you tell us about that?
A: I was sad too, to see Bemen go! But all in all this new thing is definitely really great. Amazing actually. I love him quite signifigantly! He's everything.
Question 4: Will it be reflected or seen in the 4th record at all?
A: Well, honestly I have only written two songs in April. It's not the pace that I wanted the record to go at. I definitely wanted this record to be well over with already, but music takes time! And so does inspiration. But you may see it very briefly if at all, but whatever comes next for me, you will see so much of him through all of it. It's impossible to write about the best thing in your life.
Question 5: What was your goal, your main message or attempt for each record in a few words? Including the fourth.
A: The Fall of Man- Answers. I wanted answers.
DO NOT WITHER- Strength and faith. I wanted to be strong and needed faith.
The Horror- Darkness and salvation. I was in a dark place that I wanted to be saved from.
4th record- A battle. Life and love are majestic things that need to be conquered and sought out for.
Thank you, Bella for doing this very informative interview with me, pre-record completion. I hope to hear that it is finished very, very soon!
You are so welcome! Thank you all for your support and questions on Formspring and Tumblr and such! I hate to let you down with the end of Bemen, but I will raise you all above the clouds and beyond with the new team! This 4th record is coming for you! Get ready.
-bella.
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
"It feels like a new beginning."
And from the very little information that I have recieved, it very well is a new beginning for her. And I can't wait until she is finished with it.
Question 1: When did you first start your 4th record?
A: I'm pretty sure I started it in February, about the beginning of February. It's been around 3 months since I started it. And it has almost come full circle.
Question 2: How does it differ from The Horror, and all other records?
A: I went into The Horror with a 3rd record anticipation, and hopes and a big goal that I was going for. And in the end it took a completely different direction then what I wanted it to be. But I love the way it ended up. Such a strong record. It differs because it's like The Fall of Man, I had no idea what I was going into. It feels like a new beginning. And I like it that way. It has been amazing so far. It's going to be an amazing record altogether once it is finished. It sets a whole new bar in a completely different place.
Question 3: We we're all sad about Bemen finally coming to an end after 2 years, but we're ecstatic about a new relationship. What can you tell us about that?
A: I was sad too, to see Bemen go! But all in all this new thing is definitely really great. Amazing actually. I love him quite signifigantly! He's everything.
Question 4: Will it be reflected or seen in the 4th record at all?
A: Well, honestly I have only written two songs in April. It's not the pace that I wanted the record to go at. I definitely wanted this record to be well over with already, but music takes time! And so does inspiration. But you may see it very briefly if at all, but whatever comes next for me, you will see so much of him through all of it. It's impossible to write about the best thing in your life.
Question 5: What was your goal, your main message or attempt for each record in a few words? Including the fourth.
A: The Fall of Man- Answers. I wanted answers.
DO NOT WITHER- Strength and faith. I wanted to be strong and needed faith.
The Horror- Darkness and salvation. I was in a dark place that I wanted to be saved from.
4th record- A battle. Life and love are majestic things that need to be conquered and sought out for.
Thank you, Bella for doing this very informative interview with me, pre-record completion. I hope to hear that it is finished very, very soon!
You are so welcome! Thank you all for your support and questions on Formspring and Tumblr and such! I hate to let you down with the end of Bemen, but I will raise you all above the clouds and beyond with the new team! This 4th record is coming for you! Get ready.
-bella.
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
4th record, what up!
Hi guys! How are all of you! A day or two ago, there was an interview that Bella and I started, but only did one question for because something came up! So today we're gonna do a completely different one!
Question 1: You had said in the past that the project you are working on would be done in the end of March or beginning of April, what is happening with that?
A: Well it's hard forcing something out in a specific span of time, you know? And it was different with the The Horror, because it's the biggest record I had ever made and I got it done in less then 3 months! But with this, I set an unsure date for it to be done, but I have slightly gone over! But not to worry because it's so close!
Question 2: Is this a record?
A: Yes, it is a record. My 4th record!! There you go, at the almost ending, I have finally spilled!
Question 3: Wow a 4th record! Did anyone anticipate that this is what this was?
A: I know! And actually, a handful of people assumed or guessed that it would be a record, or at least an EP or something. But even in the beginning I hadn't decided what it was until a bunch of songs in! So even I didn't know. So when I didn't know, it was a lot easier to tell everyone that I wasn't sure, then that I just couldn't tell them.
Question 4: How does it feel to already be on your 4th record? Would you have seen this in the past?
A: I never would have actually seen me go this far! I have gone so much further than I could have ever dreamed when I was in the early stages of The Fall of Man! I went even further every single time I put myself into something new. It's so amazing. It feels so amazing too.
Question 5: What kind of aspect will be portrayed in this new record? What kind of things have you discovered in it?
A: Before, I notice that I didn't have a light in my life and I was searching for the light in the world that I had lost. I have realized in this record how to find a new light in a completely different place and have crawled once again out of that dark place.
Question 6: What record would you say this 4th one is most like? And how?
A: It's actually really awesome. It's got a hold on every single one of my records in one way or another! And it's even stronger, writing, music, message, all of it. And then it's altogether just got a taste of its own that I really love. It's not a focused happy record, or strong, or sad, or mixed, or dark. It's got all of it! So very slightly, I would say it's a lot like The Fall of Man more then the other records.
Question 1: You had said in the past that the project you are working on would be done in the end of March or beginning of April, what is happening with that?
A: Well it's hard forcing something out in a specific span of time, you know? And it was different with the The Horror, because it's the biggest record I had ever made and I got it done in less then 3 months! But with this, I set an unsure date for it to be done, but I have slightly gone over! But not to worry because it's so close!
Question 2: Is this a record?
A: Yes, it is a record. My 4th record!! There you go, at the almost ending, I have finally spilled!
Question 3: Wow a 4th record! Did anyone anticipate that this is what this was?
A: I know! And actually, a handful of people assumed or guessed that it would be a record, or at least an EP or something. But even in the beginning I hadn't decided what it was until a bunch of songs in! So even I didn't know. So when I didn't know, it was a lot easier to tell everyone that I wasn't sure, then that I just couldn't tell them.
Question 4: How does it feel to already be on your 4th record? Would you have seen this in the past?
A: I never would have actually seen me go this far! I have gone so much further than I could have ever dreamed when I was in the early stages of The Fall of Man! I went even further every single time I put myself into something new. It's so amazing. It feels so amazing too.
Question 5: What kind of aspect will be portrayed in this new record? What kind of things have you discovered in it?
A: Before, I notice that I didn't have a light in my life and I was searching for the light in the world that I had lost. I have realized in this record how to find a new light in a completely different place and have crawled once again out of that dark place.
Question 6: What record would you say this 4th one is most like? And how?
A: It's actually really awesome. It's got a hold on every single one of my records in one way or another! And it's even stronger, writing, music, message, all of it. And then it's altogether just got a taste of its own that I really love. It's not a focused happy record, or strong, or sad, or mixed, or dark. It's got all of it! So very slightly, I would say it's a lot like The Fall of Man more then the other records.
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Obviously drinking Orange Juice.
Hi guys! How are you? Good, that's good. Well right now, life is quite swell. I'm trying to look into the future and all I can see are awesome things! I'm getting a clearer picture of what I want to be doing for the rest of my life, and it's shaping up to be pretty cool! It just feels like time is flying by so quickly, and none of us are stopping to enjoy it as time seems to just fly! So take a moment of everyday to enjoy something, or everything, just 'cause you can, you know? PS Damen got home at 8:30. Now we're just chilling out here in the living room on the couches, not having You Tube battles. Just typing and what not! Oh, my gosh. I just checked out Bella's formspring page, and you guys are for sure in deserving of an interview with juicy details!
Here we go!
1: Hi Bella. How is everything going with this secret project you are working on, how is everything coming along?
A: It's good! It's been really annoying actually. With a lot of the details I can't explain, I've come to a spot where I have to keep going back and changing things a little bit each time I look back! Haha but it's coming along very, very well! I expect it to be finished so soon, I promise. I'm getting antsy for the release too!
2: Let's talk about love. We've heard lots of whispers in the area of marriage. Can you tell us anything more about that?
A: Well, I've known this guy for a solid 11 years now, and that's a good 3 quarters of my life! So we're definitely very, very close no matter our difference in geography. We have been "married" for a little over 2 years now and we just started talking this past anniversary about real marriage! It's crazy actually! I love that guy.
3: Is the song "To You" about him?
A: It's not, actually! To You is a very emotional, dark and honest song that comes from a really, really sad place. It would break his heart to think that I wrote a song like that about him! I'd much rather write a happy one about him. He makes me happy.
4: Do you feel yourself also, getting happier since "The Horror"? What kinds of things have spawned from that?
A: Well I entered The Horror in a different place then the way it ended up. I can go back and see that very quickly, even after 1 song the huge direction and emotion change in the entire thing. But I've definitely had to deal with a lot of things with since that record, so it's been really heavy coming out of it. It was like, The Horror the record is finished, but the horror in my life surely isn't. So many things have come from that, like a new direction in my life, in my music, with my hopeful engagement, and just a lot of hard decisions so it was all just a pile of crazy things! Including what I'm doing now.
5: Is there a single person who knows anything or more then what everyone else knows, about what you're working on?
A: There is one single person! And they only know one thing! And it's so very brief! It was just a little leak in trust of my brother Kenneth, about what I song that I wrote was about. So nothing huge, and you will all know about this very soon as well!
6: Well thanks for doing this! I know that lots of people were demanding it! Have a good night!
A: You are so welcome! Glad I could do it! <3
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Here we go!
1: Hi Bella. How is everything going with this secret project you are working on, how is everything coming along?
A: It's good! It's been really annoying actually. With a lot of the details I can't explain, I've come to a spot where I have to keep going back and changing things a little bit each time I look back! Haha but it's coming along very, very well! I expect it to be finished so soon, I promise. I'm getting antsy for the release too!
2: Let's talk about love. We've heard lots of whispers in the area of marriage. Can you tell us anything more about that?
A: Well, I've known this guy for a solid 11 years now, and that's a good 3 quarters of my life! So we're definitely very, very close no matter our difference in geography. We have been "married" for a little over 2 years now and we just started talking this past anniversary about real marriage! It's crazy actually! I love that guy.
3: Is the song "To You" about him?
A: It's not, actually! To You is a very emotional, dark and honest song that comes from a really, really sad place. It would break his heart to think that I wrote a song like that about him! I'd much rather write a happy one about him. He makes me happy.
4: Do you feel yourself also, getting happier since "The Horror"? What kinds of things have spawned from that?
A: Well I entered The Horror in a different place then the way it ended up. I can go back and see that very quickly, even after 1 song the huge direction and emotion change in the entire thing. But I've definitely had to deal with a lot of things with since that record, so it's been really heavy coming out of it. It was like, The Horror the record is finished, but the horror in my life surely isn't. So many things have come from that, like a new direction in my life, in my music, with my hopeful engagement, and just a lot of hard decisions so it was all just a pile of crazy things! Including what I'm doing now.
5: Is there a single person who knows anything or more then what everyone else knows, about what you're working on?
A: There is one single person! And they only know one thing! And it's so very brief! It was just a little leak in trust of my brother Kenneth, about what I song that I wrote was about. So nothing huge, and you will all know about this very soon as well!
6: Well thanks for doing this! I know that lots of people were demanding it! Have a good night!
A: You are so welcome! Glad I could do it! <3
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Friday, March 16, 2012
Well hi! I didn't see you there!
Hi! Kaytelynne here! It's not that late, on a Friday night. And I haven't blogged in a little bit! That's cause I thought I didn't have a whole lot to write to you guys about! But tonight things seem interesting enough to blog about!
It's March Break! All that's left is this weekend, then it's back to school! But not for Damen, because he's been working anyways! But I have been hanging with my family, my bestfriends, and my lovely boyfriend James! I also got to hangout with his family, which was fun. (Though I see them all the time anyways)
I've been on Twitter quite a lot, and Facebook, and Tumblr a bit starting recently! It's kinda fun actually!
It's been really warm this week though and it's been awesome! Hey! know what we should do? I just noticed Bella was online! We should do an interview!! Yessss! :D Haven't done one in a while, and according to her, you guys have been wanting info and interviews from her, so I will ask her right now!
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She said yes. Let's do this.
Question 1: So, how has your life been? And how are you doing?
A: I'm pretty good! You know, I've been working constantly, and getting lots of sleep, and refreshing my brain, but I have also been dealing with life, but you know all in all I've been pretty decent!
Question 2: You have been pretty quiet and away from your blog and telling us about what you're working on, (If you are) is there any way to let a little info out right now?
A: Ah! Well it's been difficult, with the way my mindset is, if I said what I was doing even briefly, you'd be able to tell what I was doing. So when it all comes together and I show it to you guys, why I couldn't tell a lot about it, will make so much sense! It's big and you will for sure be so proud hopefully!
Question 3: It's hard to ask specific questions about what you're doing, so we can reflect on what you've done. If you could give a one-liner for each record, what would they be?
A: The Fall of Man - This was my discovery and just branching out to whatever I could grab onto. But looking back on it, it was my variation of stories I had in my head from different points of my life at the time.
DO NOT WITHER - This was my "Stay strong and believe in something, wisdom, and hope for happiness" Record. Essentially saying, "Do not wither!"
The Horror - It's funny how things in your life and mind can change so quickly and drastically, this record said the exact opposite of the last. It said, "Wither all the hell you want. There is no worth as far as I can see!" It was a record of so many dark and gritty emotions.
Question 4: In life right now, what do you look forward to?
A: Well right now, I personally have so many decisions to make and it's all so complicated and I'm getting very frustrated with what I should do, and this is all aside from music! So I'm stressed with that, I just look forward to things all turning out according to plan and that it will all work out.
This is Bella Merryweather, thanks for checking out Kaytebob's blog, stick around for more info and leaks on mine and Kaytelynne's blogs! Lyrics from DO NOT WITHER are coming at you very soon! And following that, a song from The Fall of Man!
<3 bella
Thanks Bella!
Kaytelynne.
It's March Break! All that's left is this weekend, then it's back to school! But not for Damen, because he's been working anyways! But I have been hanging with my family, my bestfriends, and my lovely boyfriend James! I also got to hangout with his family, which was fun. (Though I see them all the time anyways)
I've been on Twitter quite a lot, and Facebook, and Tumblr a bit starting recently! It's kinda fun actually!
It's been really warm this week though and it's been awesome! Hey! know what we should do? I just noticed Bella was online! We should do an interview!! Yessss! :D Haven't done one in a while, and according to her, you guys have been wanting info and interviews from her, so I will ask her right now!
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Question 1: So, how has your life been? And how are you doing?
A: I'm pretty good! You know, I've been working constantly, and getting lots of sleep, and refreshing my brain, but I have also been dealing with life, but you know all in all I've been pretty decent!
Question 2: You have been pretty quiet and away from your blog and telling us about what you're working on, (If you are) is there any way to let a little info out right now?
A: Ah! Well it's been difficult, with the way my mindset is, if I said what I was doing even briefly, you'd be able to tell what I was doing. So when it all comes together and I show it to you guys, why I couldn't tell a lot about it, will make so much sense! It's big and you will for sure be so proud hopefully!
Question 3: It's hard to ask specific questions about what you're doing, so we can reflect on what you've done. If you could give a one-liner for each record, what would they be?
A: The Fall of Man - This was my discovery and just branching out to whatever I could grab onto. But looking back on it, it was my variation of stories I had in my head from different points of my life at the time.
DO NOT WITHER - This was my "Stay strong and believe in something, wisdom, and hope for happiness" Record. Essentially saying, "Do not wither!"
The Horror - It's funny how things in your life and mind can change so quickly and drastically, this record said the exact opposite of the last. It said, "Wither all the hell you want. There is no worth as far as I can see!" It was a record of so many dark and gritty emotions.
Question 4: In life right now, what do you look forward to?
A: Well right now, I personally have so many decisions to make and it's all so complicated and I'm getting very frustrated with what I should do, and this is all aside from music! So I'm stressed with that, I just look forward to things all turning out according to plan and that it will all work out.
This is Bella Merryweather, thanks for checking out Kaytebob's blog, stick around for more info and leaks on mine and Kaytelynne's blogs! Lyrics from DO NOT WITHER are coming at you very soon! And following that, a song from The Fall of Man!
<3 bella
Thanks Bella!
Kaytelynne.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
OH HELLO DER
So today I was like lurking on Tumblr (kaytebobcrazypants) and I was looking at One Tree Hill tags, and the 9th season looks so sad and like super emotional and strong! And Lucas finally comes back! But no Peyton or baby Sawyer :( But I can't wait until it comes out on DVD cause my mom said she would purchase the entire box set for me, and I could just sell the seasons I already own cause there is no point in having doubles right! That's silly.
But uh, I can't wait for March Break! Bella is coming to Mississauga to hangout with us! We're all really excited! Especially Damen! They're so cute. Whatever they say... I think their marriage is legit. <3 Last time she came up she had JUST finished her 3rd record that day and we had a release party with about 15 people and she played The Horror for us! Maybe this time she can play more <3 Maybe even a new song!! Obviously she's still making music, just not releasing it and telling us what it is.. so hopefully she's in a good mood to play a couple <3
She'll get to meet my neighbors! And gah, it'll just be perfect. I promise.
Anyway. This year is treating me well! My relationship with James is improving all the time and it feels so awesome to be getting closer to him again! <3
I shall see you next time when I have a juicier life to talk about...........
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
But uh, I can't wait for March Break! Bella is coming to Mississauga to hangout with us! We're all really excited! Especially Damen! They're so cute. Whatever they say... I think their marriage is legit. <3 Last time she came up she had JUST finished her 3rd record that day and we had a release party with about 15 people and she played The Horror for us! Maybe this time she can play more <3 Maybe even a new song!! Obviously she's still making music, just not releasing it and telling us what it is.. so hopefully she's in a good mood to play a couple <3
She'll get to meet my neighbors! And gah, it'll just be perfect. I promise.
Anyway. This year is treating me well! My relationship with James is improving all the time and it feels so awesome to be getting closer to him again! <3
I shall see you next time when I have a juicier life to talk about...........
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Tuesday Truths.
Hi friends! I have missed you! I really don't feel like myself right now. And it's hard to understand because blogging is part of my everyday, and a huge part of me. And I haven't had a lot of time to be doing it lately, and that's really sad.
Lately I miss a lot of stuff, and notice things about myself that I really should be doing! Like attending Church with my family, blogging, getting a job (sigh) and a bunch of other things.
I'm really looking forward to the Summer! 2012 is just one of those years that I really am having trouble imagining the future of. Last year in 2011 I predicted a bunch of things that came true and there were also things I never would have seen coming. What is going on? Tonight I'm suddenly feeling really meaningful and weird and deep in thought... what is happening!
Let's take advantage of this! I know, I know. I am also super curious as to what Bella is up to in the music area! She won't tell one thing and maybe there isn't anything to tell! Just kidding! There are enormous things coming your way from here I promise you!
Me and James = 14 months together and counting :')
This calls for a Lights song reference! Listen tothe song And Counting... From the album Siberia :) It's super amazing I promise! I love my laptop.
And my brother has been working for about the past week and a half-ish and he's super tired but he's doing really good and seems to enjoy it! He's getting prepared for college and the future all the time and it's weird cause he's talking all the time about "His life finally opening up.." And soon enough that's what I'm gonna sound like! Crazy! I don't know what to name this blog. How about, Tuesday Truths. Yeah. That sounds fancy. See you soon. Follow me on Twitter @kaybenntfurd
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Lately I miss a lot of stuff, and notice things about myself that I really should be doing! Like attending Church with my family, blogging, getting a job (sigh) and a bunch of other things.
I'm really looking forward to the Summer! 2012 is just one of those years that I really am having trouble imagining the future of. Last year in 2011 I predicted a bunch of things that came true and there were also things I never would have seen coming. What is going on? Tonight I'm suddenly feeling really meaningful and weird and deep in thought... what is happening!
Let's take advantage of this! I know, I know. I am also super curious as to what Bella is up to in the music area! She won't tell one thing and maybe there isn't anything to tell! Just kidding! There are enormous things coming your way from here I promise you!
Me and James = 14 months together and counting :')
This calls for a Lights song reference! Listen tothe song And Counting... From the album Siberia :) It's super amazing I promise! I love my laptop.
And my brother has been working for about the past week and a half-ish and he's super tired but he's doing really good and seems to enjoy it! He's getting prepared for college and the future all the time and it's weird cause he's talking all the time about "His life finally opening up.." And soon enough that's what I'm gonna sound like! Crazy! I don't know what to name this blog. How about, Tuesday Truths. Yeah. That sounds fancy. See you soon. Follow me on Twitter @kaybenntfurd
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
What a day...
Hello good children! Actually, you know what? Just hey.
Today life is really not that fun... James and I had a fight, and I've been in a pissy mood today. Our fight also ruined our plans of hanging out today so I really did absolutely nothing then watched TV and other lame stuff, which was really lame. I just wanted to break my arm or something....
But instead I watched some One Tree Hill. I'm glad the day is coming close to and end so that it will soon be Friday! And hopefully tomorrow I'll have the courage to talk to James and hope that our fight is over...
Then about 10 minutes ago, my mom was getting ready in the foyer and I was on the couch near the foyer kind of and she said to me,
"Okay, I'm going to go pick up Damen. I'll be back soon"
And I said rude and calmly, "You do that."
That really set her off, cause I guess me being in a bad mood today reflected through the entire household and all my family was just bumming me out and making me mad today, like really. Then she started like flipping out, which made me angrier so I flipped out too, and then she left after she was sick of arguing with me. As soon as she closed the door I said, "Jerk."
Good thing she didn't hear me! Haha I`m so clever! :D
Ah, I guess I should go find something on the internet to cheer me up or make a cake or eat chocolate... Man I just wanna sleep, or hangout with someone. But I don`t. Blah. This sucks!
Okay let`s talk about something else.
So I finished all of my exams, and I did pretty good on them I guess. They were stressful cause my parents made me study for them because they also really had to make my older brother Damen who is finishing up his credits cause this was his last semester (He failed classes throughout high school and needed to come back an extra semester) So he has this semester (2nd) To find a job and maybe even an apartment, and I guess he got accepted to college so he will maybe be moving out in September and will be attending college. Thank goodness for that! And my younger brother, Richard will be going into grade 9. I will be in grade 12. What a mix eh? Really can't wait (Y)
And not only that, to top off my mood today, he decided to be extra annoying so I yelled at him a few times and he really didn't like that. (Well neither did I like him being annoying.. wtf) So that was one cause of arguements with my parents. But the fights with my parents were super fluent throughout the day cause he had the freakin' day off! What the hell! It's like evvvvvvvvvverrrybody but the person I seldomly, lately get along with wasn't here the majority of the day.
Yeah, this past month and a bit me and Damen have been getting along pretty well cause he I guess has been being really mature lately.. it's really strange to be honest. Never thought I would see him and I bonding or getting along either.
But yeah, that was my day. And dinner was pretty awful! Good arguements with the fam! <3
I really hope tomorrow is better. Jeepers......
I will blog later. See you soon.
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Today life is really not that fun... James and I had a fight, and I've been in a pissy mood today. Our fight also ruined our plans of hanging out today so I really did absolutely nothing then watched TV and other lame stuff, which was really lame. I just wanted to break my arm or something....
But instead I watched some One Tree Hill. I'm glad the day is coming close to and end so that it will soon be Friday! And hopefully tomorrow I'll have the courage to talk to James and hope that our fight is over...
Then about 10 minutes ago, my mom was getting ready in the foyer and I was on the couch near the foyer kind of and she said to me,
"Okay, I'm going to go pick up Damen. I'll be back soon"
And I said rude and calmly, "You do that."
That really set her off, cause I guess me being in a bad mood today reflected through the entire household and all my family was just bumming me out and making me mad today, like really. Then she started like flipping out, which made me angrier so I flipped out too, and then she left after she was sick of arguing with me. As soon as she closed the door I said, "Jerk."
Good thing she didn't hear me! Haha I`m so clever! :D
Ah, I guess I should go find something on the internet to cheer me up or make a cake or eat chocolate... Man I just wanna sleep, or hangout with someone. But I don`t. Blah. This sucks!
Okay let`s talk about something else.
So I finished all of my exams, and I did pretty good on them I guess. They were stressful cause my parents made me study for them because they also really had to make my older brother Damen who is finishing up his credits cause this was his last semester (He failed classes throughout high school and needed to come back an extra semester) So he has this semester (2nd) To find a job and maybe even an apartment, and I guess he got accepted to college so he will maybe be moving out in September and will be attending college. Thank goodness for that! And my younger brother, Richard will be going into grade 9. I will be in grade 12. What a mix eh? Really can't wait (Y)
And not only that, to top off my mood today, he decided to be extra annoying so I yelled at him a few times and he really didn't like that. (Well neither did I like him being annoying.. wtf) So that was one cause of arguements with my parents. But the fights with my parents were super fluent throughout the day cause he had the freakin' day off! What the hell! It's like evvvvvvvvvverrrybody but the person I seldomly, lately get along with wasn't here the majority of the day.
Yeah, this past month and a bit me and Damen have been getting along pretty well cause he I guess has been being really mature lately.. it's really strange to be honest. Never thought I would see him and I bonding or getting along either.
But yeah, that was my day. And dinner was pretty awful! Good arguements with the fam! <3
I really hope tomorrow is better. Jeepers......
I will blog later. See you soon.
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Time to get serious & personal with, bella merryweather!
Interview time!
@brmerryweather
Now that it has been a month and a bit since the release of your 3rd record, The Horror, is there any closer insight as to what you're up to now/next?
A: I have definitely been doing a lot of thinking about it, and you know pondering the ideas that I have in my head and the huge things I have planned, so I wasn't sure if I wanted to rush into a new record right away. But I have definitely gained more insight as to what I'm doing in the past 2 weeks, and it's coming along very strong so far and I can't wait to tell you guys about it!
If you were to classify each record you have completed as a stage in your life, what would you classify them as and what about them makes it that way?
A: Well with TFOM, it was pretty much just a bam right into making music with me and an acoustic guitar and it definitely taught me a lot in every aspect and it was a self-decision making process that lasted 4.5 months and by the end I had learned so much. Then with DNW, I started it so quickly after the completion of my first record so it wasn't a hard decision but I knew it was the next step because I was definitely doing something different that time around and putting hard honesty in it, and it was a strong core record that came out so quickly with me out working that I had no idea that it would come together so fast. With The Horror, this was definitely the most highly anticipated record that some people were so hyped about, it was crazy! It kept me motivated, but it was a really awful painful experience making it that I almost gave up on the record only a few songs in because of what I was going through. But luckily that challenged me and made amazing songs and in the end a really badass record that came out with a release party up in Mississauga with a good 15 people I loved and it was such a great way to end it.
Are you scared of a new beginning, even if this is a new record?
A: I am honestly terrified. It might not make sense to people, but no matter how much they enjoyed The Horror, the completion also really scared me of what comes next because in all honesty I never want to feel the way I did during the making of The Horror anytime soon. It has improved as I'm not depressed, but I am still upset and not over that.
Why does that scare you so much?
A: Because one day I almost gave up on my dream. One day, you know, I thought music and life had failed me. That's a dark place I have to be in to feel that way, because music is every part of my life. You know, it's really all I am. The Horror almost ended things for me, so right now I only want things to improve and I want to feel that worth of life that I did when I wrote the song Forget. I want to feel that happy again.
I think we're all curious. Will you ever stop making music and living your dream?
A: I promise I will never stop. Music saved me, it didn't betray me. So no, I wont ever give up on music. Because it never gave up on me.
@brmerryweather
Now that it has been a month and a bit since the release of your 3rd record, The Horror, is there any closer insight as to what you're up to now/next?
A: I have definitely been doing a lot of thinking about it, and you know pondering the ideas that I have in my head and the huge things I have planned, so I wasn't sure if I wanted to rush into a new record right away. But I have definitely gained more insight as to what I'm doing in the past 2 weeks, and it's coming along very strong so far and I can't wait to tell you guys about it!
If you were to classify each record you have completed as a stage in your life, what would you classify them as and what about them makes it that way?
A: Well with TFOM, it was pretty much just a bam right into making music with me and an acoustic guitar and it definitely taught me a lot in every aspect and it was a self-decision making process that lasted 4.5 months and by the end I had learned so much. Then with DNW, I started it so quickly after the completion of my first record so it wasn't a hard decision but I knew it was the next step because I was definitely doing something different that time around and putting hard honesty in it, and it was a strong core record that came out so quickly with me out working that I had no idea that it would come together so fast. With The Horror, this was definitely the most highly anticipated record that some people were so hyped about, it was crazy! It kept me motivated, but it was a really awful painful experience making it that I almost gave up on the record only a few songs in because of what I was going through. But luckily that challenged me and made amazing songs and in the end a really badass record that came out with a release party up in Mississauga with a good 15 people I loved and it was such a great way to end it.
Are you scared of a new beginning, even if this is a new record?
A: I am honestly terrified. It might not make sense to people, but no matter how much they enjoyed The Horror, the completion also really scared me of what comes next because in all honesty I never want to feel the way I did during the making of The Horror anytime soon. It has improved as I'm not depressed, but I am still upset and not over that.
Why does that scare you so much?
A: Because one day I almost gave up on my dream. One day, you know, I thought music and life had failed me. That's a dark place I have to be in to feel that way, because music is every part of my life. You know, it's really all I am. The Horror almost ended things for me, so right now I only want things to improve and I want to feel that worth of life that I did when I wrote the song Forget. I want to feel that happy again.
I think we're all curious. Will you ever stop making music and living your dream?
A: I promise I will never stop. Music saved me, it didn't betray me. So no, I wont ever give up on music. Because it never gave up on me.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Back in bloggin' business!
Hi! It's been too long since I have spoken with you fellow followers/readers of my lovely blog. And I would just like to mention that I love you, a lot.
And um, I have been catching up with Bella latelt, and we have decided to do an interview for ya right now! Let's do this!
Question 1: Now that you've finished The Horror, your 3rd record just over a month ago, what do you think is up next?
A: Well right now, with everything that's going on.. it's really hard to tell specifically what's next. But there are some majorly huge things for my music in the works that haven't become official, but when they do, it's gonna be really awesome and all that I have longed for.
Question 2: With the meanings behind the songs of The Horror, are you thankful for the experiences your life gave you as you were making that record that turned into amazing music as you have said before?
A: Well yeah I'd like to think that honestly the things that I go through make good music, but to be blunt.. it is all really horrible stuff that I wish didn't happen. No matter how great of music came out of those experiences, it put me in a horrible, horrible dark place. Though I'm thankful I've grown in music, I've also faded as a person which really isn't something I enjoy.
Question 3: As a musician making your own music reflects what you listen to and visa versa, the help from the horrible things in your life is music from other musicians, do you think yours will do the same?
A: You know, in a small part of my mind of this dream I think that somewhere along the way that's what a musician or songwriter might hope for, the struggles of their own life might help someone elses, because you know when I'm in that lost place I always turned to that song of weakness that really spoke to me and kept me alive all these years and though it didn't take the place of the things that were gone, it was always there. So I hope maybe that someone might say the same thing about one of my songs. You know that song that helps the person that has lost their faith.
Thank you so much Bella!
I will see you next time I blog! Hopefully very soon and I will let you know what has been going on! Thanks for the read!
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
And um, I have been catching up with Bella latelt, and we have decided to do an interview for ya right now! Let's do this!
Question 1: Now that you've finished The Horror, your 3rd record just over a month ago, what do you think is up next?
A: Well right now, with everything that's going on.. it's really hard to tell specifically what's next. But there are some majorly huge things for my music in the works that haven't become official, but when they do, it's gonna be really awesome and all that I have longed for.
Question 2: With the meanings behind the songs of The Horror, are you thankful for the experiences your life gave you as you were making that record that turned into amazing music as you have said before?
A: Well yeah I'd like to think that honestly the things that I go through make good music, but to be blunt.. it is all really horrible stuff that I wish didn't happen. No matter how great of music came out of those experiences, it put me in a horrible, horrible dark place. Though I'm thankful I've grown in music, I've also faded as a person which really isn't something I enjoy.
Question 3: As a musician making your own music reflects what you listen to and visa versa, the help from the horrible things in your life is music from other musicians, do you think yours will do the same?
A: You know, in a small part of my mind of this dream I think that somewhere along the way that's what a musician or songwriter might hope for, the struggles of their own life might help someone elses, because you know when I'm in that lost place I always turned to that song of weakness that really spoke to me and kept me alive all these years and though it didn't take the place of the things that were gone, it was always there. So I hope maybe that someone might say the same thing about one of my songs. You know that song that helps the person that has lost their faith.
Thank you so much Bella!
I will see you next time I blog! Hopefully very soon and I will let you know what has been going on! Thanks for the read!
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
DO NOT WITHER Cover art!
So today I took a shot at the cover art for Bella's second record DO NOT WITHER and I would like to show it to you!
WABAM!! Although she has 3 completed records, this was the only record I thought that this picture described! So enjoy and have a nice day lads and ladies! Bye
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