Hi friends! I have missed you! I really don't feel like myself right now. And it's hard to understand because blogging is part of my everyday, and a huge part of me. And I haven't had a lot of time to be doing it lately, and that's really sad.
Lately I miss a lot of stuff, and notice things about myself that I really should be doing! Like attending Church with my family, blogging, getting a job (sigh) and a bunch of other things.
I'm really looking forward to the Summer! 2012 is just one of those years that I really am having trouble imagining the future of. Last year in 2011 I predicted a bunch of things that came true and there were also things I never would have seen coming. What is going on? Tonight I'm suddenly feeling really meaningful and weird and deep in thought... what is happening!
Let's take advantage of this! I know, I know. I am also super curious as to what Bella is up to in the music area! She won't tell one thing and maybe there isn't anything to tell! Just kidding! There are enormous things coming your way from here I promise you!
Me and James = 14 months together and counting :')
This calls for a Lights song reference! Listen tothe song And Counting... From the album Siberia :) It's super amazing I promise! I love my laptop.
And my brother has been working for about the past week and a half-ish and he's super tired but he's doing really good and seems to enjoy it! He's getting prepared for college and the future all the time and it's weird cause he's talking all the time about "His life finally opening up.." And soon enough that's what I'm gonna sound like! Crazy! I don't know what to name this blog. How about, Tuesday Truths. Yeah. That sounds fancy. See you soon. Follow me on Twitter @kaybenntfurd
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Thursday, February 2, 2012
What a day...
Hello good children! Actually, you know what? Just hey.
Today life is really not that fun... James and I had a fight, and I've been in a pissy mood today. Our fight also ruined our plans of hanging out today so I really did absolutely nothing then watched TV and other lame stuff, which was really lame. I just wanted to break my arm or something....
But instead I watched some One Tree Hill. I'm glad the day is coming close to and end so that it will soon be Friday! And hopefully tomorrow I'll have the courage to talk to James and hope that our fight is over...
Then about 10 minutes ago, my mom was getting ready in the foyer and I was on the couch near the foyer kind of and she said to me,
"Okay, I'm going to go pick up Damen. I'll be back soon"
And I said rude and calmly, "You do that."
That really set her off, cause I guess me being in a bad mood today reflected through the entire household and all my family was just bumming me out and making me mad today, like really. Then she started like flipping out, which made me angrier so I flipped out too, and then she left after she was sick of arguing with me. As soon as she closed the door I said, "Jerk."
Good thing she didn't hear me! Haha I`m so clever! :D
Ah, I guess I should go find something on the internet to cheer me up or make a cake or eat chocolate... Man I just wanna sleep, or hangout with someone. But I don`t. Blah. This sucks!
Okay let`s talk about something else.
So I finished all of my exams, and I did pretty good on them I guess. They were stressful cause my parents made me study for them because they also really had to make my older brother Damen who is finishing up his credits cause this was his last semester (He failed classes throughout high school and needed to come back an extra semester) So he has this semester (2nd) To find a job and maybe even an apartment, and I guess he got accepted to college so he will maybe be moving out in September and will be attending college. Thank goodness for that! And my younger brother, Richard will be going into grade 9. I will be in grade 12. What a mix eh? Really can't wait (Y)
And not only that, to top off my mood today, he decided to be extra annoying so I yelled at him a few times and he really didn't like that. (Well neither did I like him being annoying.. wtf) So that was one cause of arguements with my parents. But the fights with my parents were super fluent throughout the day cause he had the freakin' day off! What the hell! It's like evvvvvvvvvverrrybody but the person I seldomly, lately get along with wasn't here the majority of the day.
Yeah, this past month and a bit me and Damen have been getting along pretty well cause he I guess has been being really mature lately.. it's really strange to be honest. Never thought I would see him and I bonding or getting along either.
But yeah, that was my day. And dinner was pretty awful! Good arguements with the fam! <3
I really hope tomorrow is better. Jeepers......
I will blog later. See you soon.
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Today life is really not that fun... James and I had a fight, and I've been in a pissy mood today. Our fight also ruined our plans of hanging out today so I really did absolutely nothing then watched TV and other lame stuff, which was really lame. I just wanted to break my arm or something....
But instead I watched some One Tree Hill. I'm glad the day is coming close to and end so that it will soon be Friday! And hopefully tomorrow I'll have the courage to talk to James and hope that our fight is over...
Then about 10 minutes ago, my mom was getting ready in the foyer and I was on the couch near the foyer kind of and she said to me,
"Okay, I'm going to go pick up Damen. I'll be back soon"
And I said rude and calmly, "You do that."
That really set her off, cause I guess me being in a bad mood today reflected through the entire household and all my family was just bumming me out and making me mad today, like really. Then she started like flipping out, which made me angrier so I flipped out too, and then she left after she was sick of arguing with me. As soon as she closed the door I said, "Jerk."
Good thing she didn't hear me! Haha I`m so clever! :D
Ah, I guess I should go find something on the internet to cheer me up or make a cake or eat chocolate... Man I just wanna sleep, or hangout with someone. But I don`t. Blah. This sucks!
Okay let`s talk about something else.
So I finished all of my exams, and I did pretty good on them I guess. They were stressful cause my parents made me study for them because they also really had to make my older brother Damen who is finishing up his credits cause this was his last semester (He failed classes throughout high school and needed to come back an extra semester) So he has this semester (2nd) To find a job and maybe even an apartment, and I guess he got accepted to college so he will maybe be moving out in September and will be attending college. Thank goodness for that! And my younger brother, Richard will be going into grade 9. I will be in grade 12. What a mix eh? Really can't wait (Y)
And not only that, to top off my mood today, he decided to be extra annoying so I yelled at him a few times and he really didn't like that. (Well neither did I like him being annoying.. wtf) So that was one cause of arguements with my parents. But the fights with my parents were super fluent throughout the day cause he had the freakin' day off! What the hell! It's like evvvvvvvvvverrrybody but the person I seldomly, lately get along with wasn't here the majority of the day.
Yeah, this past month and a bit me and Damen have been getting along pretty well cause he I guess has been being really mature lately.. it's really strange to be honest. Never thought I would see him and I bonding or getting along either.
But yeah, that was my day. And dinner was pretty awful! Good arguements with the fam! <3
I really hope tomorrow is better. Jeepers......
I will blog later. See you soon.
Love always,
Kaytelynne.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Time to get serious & personal with, bella merryweather!
Interview time!
@brmerryweather
Now that it has been a month and a bit since the release of your 3rd record, The Horror, is there any closer insight as to what you're up to now/next?
A: I have definitely been doing a lot of thinking about it, and you know pondering the ideas that I have in my head and the huge things I have planned, so I wasn't sure if I wanted to rush into a new record right away. But I have definitely gained more insight as to what I'm doing in the past 2 weeks, and it's coming along very strong so far and I can't wait to tell you guys about it!
If you were to classify each record you have completed as a stage in your life, what would you classify them as and what about them makes it that way?
A: Well with TFOM, it was pretty much just a bam right into making music with me and an acoustic guitar and it definitely taught me a lot in every aspect and it was a self-decision making process that lasted 4.5 months and by the end I had learned so much. Then with DNW, I started it so quickly after the completion of my first record so it wasn't a hard decision but I knew it was the next step because I was definitely doing something different that time around and putting hard honesty in it, and it was a strong core record that came out so quickly with me out working that I had no idea that it would come together so fast. With The Horror, this was definitely the most highly anticipated record that some people were so hyped about, it was crazy! It kept me motivated, but it was a really awful painful experience making it that I almost gave up on the record only a few songs in because of what I was going through. But luckily that challenged me and made amazing songs and in the end a really badass record that came out with a release party up in Mississauga with a good 15 people I loved and it was such a great way to end it.
Are you scared of a new beginning, even if this is a new record?
A: I am honestly terrified. It might not make sense to people, but no matter how much they enjoyed The Horror, the completion also really scared me of what comes next because in all honesty I never want to feel the way I did during the making of The Horror anytime soon. It has improved as I'm not depressed, but I am still upset and not over that.
Why does that scare you so much?
A: Because one day I almost gave up on my dream. One day, you know, I thought music and life had failed me. That's a dark place I have to be in to feel that way, because music is every part of my life. You know, it's really all I am. The Horror almost ended things for me, so right now I only want things to improve and I want to feel that worth of life that I did when I wrote the song Forget. I want to feel that happy again.
I think we're all curious. Will you ever stop making music and living your dream?
A: I promise I will never stop. Music saved me, it didn't betray me. So no, I wont ever give up on music. Because it never gave up on me.
@brmerryweather
Now that it has been a month and a bit since the release of your 3rd record, The Horror, is there any closer insight as to what you're up to now/next?
A: I have definitely been doing a lot of thinking about it, and you know pondering the ideas that I have in my head and the huge things I have planned, so I wasn't sure if I wanted to rush into a new record right away. But I have definitely gained more insight as to what I'm doing in the past 2 weeks, and it's coming along very strong so far and I can't wait to tell you guys about it!
If you were to classify each record you have completed as a stage in your life, what would you classify them as and what about them makes it that way?
A: Well with TFOM, it was pretty much just a bam right into making music with me and an acoustic guitar and it definitely taught me a lot in every aspect and it was a self-decision making process that lasted 4.5 months and by the end I had learned so much. Then with DNW, I started it so quickly after the completion of my first record so it wasn't a hard decision but I knew it was the next step because I was definitely doing something different that time around and putting hard honesty in it, and it was a strong core record that came out so quickly with me out working that I had no idea that it would come together so fast. With The Horror, this was definitely the most highly anticipated record that some people were so hyped about, it was crazy! It kept me motivated, but it was a really awful painful experience making it that I almost gave up on the record only a few songs in because of what I was going through. But luckily that challenged me and made amazing songs and in the end a really badass record that came out with a release party up in Mississauga with a good 15 people I loved and it was such a great way to end it.
Are you scared of a new beginning, even if this is a new record?
A: I am honestly terrified. It might not make sense to people, but no matter how much they enjoyed The Horror, the completion also really scared me of what comes next because in all honesty I never want to feel the way I did during the making of The Horror anytime soon. It has improved as I'm not depressed, but I am still upset and not over that.
Why does that scare you so much?
A: Because one day I almost gave up on my dream. One day, you know, I thought music and life had failed me. That's a dark place I have to be in to feel that way, because music is every part of my life. You know, it's really all I am. The Horror almost ended things for me, so right now I only want things to improve and I want to feel that worth of life that I did when I wrote the song Forget. I want to feel that happy again.
I think we're all curious. Will you ever stop making music and living your dream?
A: I promise I will never stop. Music saved me, it didn't betray me. So no, I wont ever give up on music. Because it never gave up on me.
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