So hey there, it's Kaytelynne .
And 2010 is almost over ! The last day! And what a year it has been! I feel like it has all only begun and it's really almost over. But I know 2011 is gonna be a great year, or a bad year for all of us but it's another chance to do anything we really want to do ! AND IT'S GONNA BE WILD .
But today, I just wanna talk about my past!
My life was pretty much normal, went through the drama and lalalala of being a teenager and kid and all that fun stuff. But when I was like 12 or 13, I had a boyfriend named Ryan, and like he was soo cute and soo popular and he played football and yaya dream come true .. Ya tell me about it ahahha.
So anyways, he led me to believe that he loved me and things were going really well and I was really happy and stuff and you know, I thought I was in love with him. Just like any other girl you can ask who thinks she's been in love or is in love when she's young. Trust me - 98% of them have convinced themselves they are, and they aren't. The other 2% ARE in love. But unfortunately 1% of that 2%, the person they are in love with doesn't love them back. and the other half, They're both in love.
And yeah, you can tell me oh I'm 15 what do I know?
Your right. For years I even didn't even know how to spell Mississauga! (Take that Damen) and I didn't know about alot of stuff, and yes. I proved them right by telling people I learned all this from tv, and books and just media and stuff like that, you probably know.
I didn't just learn what I know from all that, I learned this from one of the people who is in the heart-breaking 1% of the people who are actually in love. She taught me how to get out of this 'love' I was feeling for Ryan, because about a month and a half after we started dating, he broke up with me, and literally said that there was better things he could be doing, or better people.
This person was a good friend of mine, ever since those days back in Peterborough. I went through alot that year, and since nobody ever helped her or was even there for her through her hard time, she knew she couldn't let someone, or even anyone go through what she did.
I got over him and it felt really good to let go of all that bad energy that wasn't even real, and then I started living life to the fullest and being as happy as I could be !
AND I STILL LOVE LIFE !! :)
and since then, I had never had a boyfriend up until Maybe a week and a half ago, and his name is James .
He's a great dude and he's funny caring, smart, kind, and best of all he is a Christian like me.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YA SO THIS YEAR JUST ENJOY LIFE LIKE I AM AND LET GO OF ALL THE HORRIBLE THINGS IN LIFE, AND JUST BE HAPPY ! CAUSE YOU DESERVE TO BE . OH AND IF YOU THINK YOUR IN LOVE THE 98% OF YOU, please go die.
Hahahha, I'm joking ! But seriously , Get over yourself. :)
LOVE,
Kaytelynne :)
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